My Life

Well a bit late than i expected to post, there has been a fair bit on.

While in the cinema a few days ago me and Sarah where holding hands (slyly) and i now know how she feels. Im not sure how i feel. Its been an odd few weeks really.

I want Jane and Sarah, but the way things are going i think i might, only might make things drift apart between me and Jane and find out what happens. It might be a bad idea, i just hope someone in uni hits on her or she accuses me of cheating again to i can finish it properly. I don't want to be hated by her family.

Ah well, life is a bit. Any one wants to comment you are more than welcome.

Its been a while since I last saw Sarah, she has missed 3 things that we have arranged in the past week and i dont think it is going to get much better. Me and Elz tryed to organise going to the cinema this week, but it is always "Got Work" "Going out with Lewis" "Shopping with my brother" and so on, so I really get the feeling that she is avoiding me. I think its just me because her and Elz went out to dinner the otherday (for the 1st time i wasnt invited).

Things with me and Jane are going ok, a few ups and downs as happen. I am getting awfully tired from work full time and as I have money and she doesnt about half my wages after saving and rent go to her for train to get to uni etc.

My other friend Rhian (yes anouther girl) is coming home from uni in a few days and we are going out partying, not sure if Jane and Lewis will join us... probly not. Anyway Rhian is my drinking partener but she recently started uni in a long away place and doesnt come home very often. She is coming home now because its a relitives funeral.

Anyway i better sign out, need to get ready for work.

John Doe